SERIOUSLY, here lies my logic:
Over Christmas break, I was in my friends car
playing NO, blasting What Makes You Beautiful. I ended up with a lovely concussion.
Last week, after blasting What Makes You Beautiful, my friends car started shaking violently. Turns out, her lug nuts were gone. We could have died.
Last week, after playing What Makes You Beautiful the chair unhinged while I was getting out of the car. My lovely mouth is now home to the most painful blister and cut known to my life.
That same day, while playing What Makes You Beautiful, she noticed 2 dents in her hood.
TODAY in GAP, What Makes You Beautiful came on the store radio while my mom and I were checking out. The cash register broke.
As you can
clearly see, I am not insane.
One Direction will be the death of me…
You know those days when it’s great, then it just SUCKS. Unbelievably sucks. But you can’t say it was a bad day, because good things happened. But overall, it sucked.
WELL THEY SUCK. I felt like the past week has just been a bipolar depression. The past few weeks have just gotten worse and worse.
But let’s start with the good: I was nominated for a trial version of College Classes this summer (Worth $900, Given to FOR FREEEE), I was nominated for LEADAmerica, I reconnected with an old friend, Pretty Little Liars Finale, and I did most of my homework on time as well. That God for all of those things, they honestly kept me partially sane.
And to my Twitter friends, I love you ALL.
But with every good thing, something came along and ruined it:
Let’s start off with a killer, like family problems. I mean, I understand that you’re going through a hard time. But as your 16 year old sister, I see what you’re doing wrong. But I’m only 16, so my opinion doesn’t count. But you need to take responsibility for your actions, and clean up your mess for the sake of EVERYBODY around you. It’s not healthy for you, the kids, or anybody.
I know it’s incredibly inconsiderate for me to talk like that, I don’t know what goes on in your head after all. But you’ve given me the taste, the insight, of the real world. How much everything can suck. And now I will stop at nothing to be like that.
I will NOT take handouts. I will NOT ever allow myself to put others in that situations. I WILL take advice from ANYONE. I can’t. I won’t.
Next, well. Let’s just say this isn’t going to be censored, I need these thoughts to be free:
HOW DARE YOU. How fucking dare you. I don’t know who the hell you are, but I could have fucking DIED. I didn’t come close, because my best friend is smart. She knew things were wrong, and we pulled the car over and got a cop. What kind of prank, NO PERSON, what kind of person can you possibly be to think it would be funny to put someones life in danger like that. HOW SENSELESS ARE YOU.
Some freaking IDIOT decided, “OH HEY, I’M A BORED IDIOT. SO I’M GOING TO TRY AND KILL PEOPLE BY TAKING PARTS OF THEIR CARS. SO MAYBE, THEY CAN COME CLOSE TO DYING.” Some idiot/idiots took the lug nuggets off my friends car.
Here we are, blasting some One Direction laughing and singing along, when the car starts acting like a fucking penguin. It’s tilting left, right, left, right. And we’re stuck in traffic. Maybe we blew a tire? So we call her mom. Her mom tells us to “pull over”, but we can’t, we’re in stand still traffic. When we finally can, I get out of the car and ask a cop that’s directing traffic to help us. He does.
He says, “everything seems fine” because we thought the tire blew.
It didn’t. But 3 of the 4 lug nuggets (Yesh, I call them NUGGETS)
Next, I feel incredibly played. Now I know my problems aren’t much of problems. But when I’m sitting alone at night, all I have are my thoughts. And my thoughts destroy me. I try to be there for people, I promise you I do. But is it too much to semi-want the same in return? I went OUT OF MY WAY, to help you. To be a nice person. And after that nothing. NOT A FREAKING WORD. Whatever, screw you.
I know, I seemed snotty writing this. I’m just annoyed.
Cheers to a better week (and my horrible grammar). \m/
Day 21: What does your favorite t-shirt look like?
It’s blue with an awesome Superman symbol on it. Too bad it faded. :(
Day 22: How you judge intelligence.
I don’t exactly judge intelligence, just the responsibility level of it. If you are dedicated to doing your school work, despite your grades, if you don’t procrastinate. You’re smart no matter what to me.
Day 23: A month/year of your life when you were happiest and why.
Freshmen year was pretty amazing. :)
Day 24: Your favorite 10 people right now and why.
My absolute best friend ever: We’re been best friends since 6th grade and she still hasn’t abandoned me yet. :)
My two best friends in Hawaii: They keep me quite sane.
My family (being my parents, my two sisters, and my brother): They’ve shown me that I can get through whatever I need to get through. And plus, they’re stuck with me. :)
Directioners: They understand everything. ;)
Day 25: The last movie you watched.
My Neighbor Totoro with my best friends. :)
Day 26: 5 things you’re looking forward to.
Prom, My Birthday, the day I finish my AP exams, Summer, and my last first day of school. :)
Day 27: A person you wished lived closer and why.
Rachel, because she understands me when I don’t understand myself.
Day 28: Something that you makes you really angry.
WELL, the other day I was grocery shopping and I spotted a bag of cookies that were the exact replica of Girl Scout cookies. At first I was like, THIS IS AWESOME. But then I remembered that girl scouts make their whole expierence based off of selling their cookies. The amazing thing about their cookies is getting them once a year. A major company selling them will really REALLY take that away from them. Thus killing the profit of all girl scouting adventures. :(
Day 29: A date you’d love for someone to take you on.
DisneyWorld. Let’s go. ;)
Day 30: 5 favorite girls’ names, 5 favorite boys’ names.
-Elizabeth, Anna-Grace, Paris, Aqua-Fina, Ella
-Jake, Alec, Jackson, Kodi, …
Day 31: A bit about your social life outside of Tumblr.
Day 32: How many pictures do you have in your room?
8: A Hunger Games Poster, 4 Music related murals, a cool painting of my name, and a hand-made Hakuna Matata sign made out of magazine clippings, and a picture of Jesus. :)
Day 33: Someone who really hurt you.
Day 34: Your horoscope for today and whether you think it’s accurate.
Day 35: What is your favorite pop tart flavor?
I don’t like pop-tarts, but I think Strawberry is decent…
Day 36: What do you think about your friends?
Their wack, but I love’em.
Day 37: Who are you?
One day, maybe I’ll answer this.
Day 38: Thoughts on your generation.
Day 39: Why you think you’ve learned more from the good or the bad.
I don’t undestand…
Day 40: What are features you get complimented on a lot?
My hair and my eyes…and my shoes.
Day 41: When was the last time you wrote a letter? To whom?
My friend Maegan, a bit ago.
Day 42: What do you think of your driver’s license picture?
Day 43: Is it possible to lie without saying a word?
Your eyes speak more than your mouth does.
Day 44: When was the last time you wore a dress?
My National History Day competition, March 10th. :)
Day 45: When was the last time you tried something new?
For Spring Break, I’m cooking something new everyday. XD
Day 46: What makes you smile?
My puppy. She’s dabomb.
Day 47: What was your last Halloween costume?
I made my own fairy costume. <3
Day 48: Your life story in three words.
Entertaining, Awkward, Life-y.
Day 49: Are you a lover or a fighter?
Day 50: Why you are doing this challenge.
Day 51: Describe your future wedding.
Day 52: If you didn’t have an age, how old would you think you were?
Physically, 16. Mentally, 23. ;)
Day 53: Your day, in great detail.
I woke up.I read Catching Fire in bed. I walked outside my room. I was engulfed with a white furball. I went to the bathroom. I walked out of the bathroom. I went back to bed, this time with my laptop. I watched Shaytards and BretttheInTard. I went downstairs to eat. I ate lunch. I took the dog out. I logged into Tumblr. I made this page. (That’s all for now..) ;)