April 2012
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Slowly, yet Surely.
I’ve never been like this before. I’ve always been able to find a bright side to everything, but lately I just can’t do it. I had a dream last night that I had fallen into a hole. No shovel, nothing to fight my way out. I couldn’t do anything, I became my worst fear; hopeless. People would right through me, people would throw more dirt at me. I feel like it’s a...
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I feel like talking, to nothing. I need goals, I need a motivation. My brain is so scattered and I’ve become so careless that it’s getting to the best of me. I need something besides school, a reason. I find that making to-do lists a night before helps my brain and anxiety, but I never even stick to it the following day. I need a bigger picture. Here’s what I think I’ll...
